These are strategic explosives, a Molotov Cocktail, and attempt at breaking down walls, and perceptions after going through GBS in an attempt at restructuring, expectations and limitations. The conspirator was Dr Nieves at Kessler, a suggestion when he said that drawing and writing were physical therapy and when Shannon and Jennifer the other coconspirators (the therapists) said that the idea of therapy is to do what we love. These drawings are the bombs I dropped during my last two weeks at Kessler and for a month with the support of my wife and family.